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Thursday, March 29, 2007

1:05 PM

i w0ke up in the morning today.. body was aching as usual.. Yesterday i worked and the bagagges were around 500 coming out and 400 coming in.. I ended at 5pm and we got our pay after tt.. total tips for the day was 300+.. We individually got 20 for tips.. i was shocked that we got such an amount.. tts like additional 3 hours of work.. Haha but the tips were used quickly as i went up and bought an adidas shorts which was priced same as the tips.. but i cant spend tt much anymore for i am going to KL next week.. Baby was just as tired as me ytd.. She's working hard for her syf.. Baby yao jiayou! Hee hmm i'll stop here.. nth much to update.. I'm gonna have lunch and off to the gym.. =]

Monday, March 26, 2007

11:54 PM

Hi.. Today is really boring.. I went to the gym and i was very happy thr.. dun n0e why but the surge of blood rushing when i'm working out excites me.. I'm addicted and i won't stop till i reach my desired goal.. it will take quite a long time but I hav plenty of time.. I'm only 18 this year.. haha been wanting to go to sentosa with brothers but wait for syf over bah.. then robert more free can join in.. Haha n0w chatting with hui qi.. talk about sch which is gonna reopen in less than a month's time.. She's gonna be in the same course I'm in and that make me her senior.. Haha l0ok me up if u have problems k?

nth much to update le.. I'm resting and gym for the whole week unless i get called up to work.. gonna work and earn money b4 i'm off to KL on the 6th of april.. gonna be thr for 3 days.. I'm gonna shop for sch stuffs.. I need 2bags, a pair of bermudas, an extra pair of shoes.. =] miss my Baby

Sunday, March 25, 2007

8:39 PM

jus came back from meeting dear for dinner haha..he jus came back from his work..haha he very tired haiis..xin ku ta ler..lols..i also very xin ku..haha..busy with syf stuffs...SYF coming at 4 apr..lols..stress..today morning went to cc...cuz phang lao shi coming to help us tiao our dizi der yin..now my dizi der note are much more zhun ler..=P so sian..cant meet up much with my dear miss him lots...

ytd went to eat steam boat with co gang and jason n raymond but in the end they joined the other grp so left me,mel,kaifen,hui ching,HDT,xL,honlun thr to eat LOLs..very full lor..we ordered 4 jars of the lime juice? haha..fun..lols..but suffered lots of pain..haha..then i,ching,mic,kf went back home..while the others with jason went to walk in the field?LATE AT NITE~~woo..
lols..today went out eatting lunch with kaifen too..haha..

so busy with co stuff no time for studies but i promise everyone including my mum to work hard after SYF..

YAY i am goin to get my new hp soon i hope?hui ching recommended me her hp..quite nice..=]
gt pink blue or black..i think i gonna get a blue or black if i choose to buy tat..or i will get a 6288 white der like hilary's and melody's..haha..so is between Nokia 6288 or Z610i?LOLs..lalala...

hmm..tmr goin srt a new week ler..left abt 10 days for SYF? ahh..scary..haha..but i will do my best for the last yr in BLSSCO..i love CO ahh..lols..i love my dizi..muacks!LOLs i will miss co after syf..=/ but i will concentrate on my olvl..haha..i am aimming for a 11 for L1R4?is it possible?i dunno lar.haha..jus do my best will do..my dear keep telling me to watch out for my language?haha..i still owe him compo..haiis..

SO tats all for now i will update more on my STRESSFUL life?

haha..luckily gt my family,friends,and most importantly my dear by my side to support me haha..i love all of u..=P tkcr everyone i will end here tata..

Saturday, March 24, 2007

3:33 PM

yanN here.. s0 l0ng nv update le.. Been quite occupied lately.. work and stuff.. I'm gonna go out later to make pass for tmr's work therefore i'll make this a quick one.. My timetable came out ytd and i was shocked to see two days where i have 3 hours of break.. yet they lef a module out because i'm repeating my yr one module.. So i'm waiting for the sch to finish reviewing my failed module and then if i still fail, then i'll have to overload my timetable hence i'll be enrolling in 6 rather than 5 modules for the new semester.. So pray hard that my review will be sucessful and then i wont have to repeat that stupid module.. About less than a month and sch reopens.. I bet i will be suffering hangovers from the holidays.. Thinking of me in sch makes me wanna go crazy.. Speaking of sch, Baby's been busy in sch.. She's having co practice everyday after sch.. which kinda makes my heart ache cos its been difficult for us to really meet and spend time together.. Baby work hard for ur syf.. i l0ve you

Monday, March 19, 2007

11:55 PM

yanN here.. having a headache n0w.. Trying my best t0 stay awake for later's Fa cup match.. Hmm last saturday went 0ut with Baby.. Ate 0ur dinner at Lerk Thai Restaurant.. We didn't t0ok any pictures.. I was kinda tired tt day but our time together was spent well simply because i b0ught myself a Samuel & Kevin jacket.. We spent about half an h0ur there because I was facing a dilemma on which colour i should choose.. There was red which was kinda stand out and sexy? Next was blue which was not a problem for me because its DULL.. Last one was brown and it was cool cos it has orange details on it..

So it was between sexy and cool.. I ended up choosing brown.. So i stood up to the salesguy and he said there were only two brown jackets left, sizes were XL and S.. Mine was M and me and Baby, who was very patient, had shocked faces.. After all those thinking and sorting our brains out, the right size wasn't thr.. So i called my mum and she said buy the red one and buy for my cousin a brown one.. Subconsciously, i went further in to the shop and saw this few brown familiar jackets nicely folded.. I scoured through the folded jackets and found an M sized BROWN jacket.. Grr i was mad at the salesguy.. So we grabbed the jackets, paid and left!

Then Baby and I went to habourfront by bus.. I had to meet my friends at the habourfront cruise centre but before that i sent Baby to the Mrt entrance so she could go back home.. Thanks Baby for accompanying me to Habourfront.. Muack l0ve you.. So i met my friends and off we went to make the pass for sunday's work.. Sunday's work was alright abit untidy at the start but slack as usual.. I slept on the train back and still slept after i saw the sign Boon Lay.. The door laid opened but i was still soundly asleep.. When i w0ke up it was still 0pened so i just left and headed home..

Today i w0ke up at 12pm.. Didnt had a good night sleep.. Kept waking up in the middle of the night to readjust my body.. At 2 pm i went to sch and reviewed my failed mdcad with Ameer.. Had to pay darn 25 bucks to review it.. I'm still bothered by the thought i failed the module.. After that i went home and prepared for gym as usual.. Couldn't meet up with Baby after her co practice because i was held back by mum to do some chores.. Haii sorry w0r Baby.. I think i'll stop here.. I l0ve you Baby.. Miss you

Thursday, March 15, 2007

9:26 PM

LOLs...back for a very quick update haha..so long nv use blogger cuz very lag now using my bro's haha..so bored..hmm went to batam tat day..so shuang so fun so high?..LOLS morning took bus to habour front..lols..my dear work at thr tat day..lols..then took ferry..so shuang lor..haha..alot of wind blowing lo..haha..alot pic taken..haha..reached thr then travel on bus all the day lo..lols..saw beautiful bridge..erm the land thr also nice lor..haha..hmm..then jocelyn, jiahui, huilun, vivian all very high..lols..then we visited lots of place..went to resturant to eat seafood..and also watch a very nice culture show..erm also went to a shopping mall..LOLs..saw a pair of very nice sch shoe!!i WANT to buy but decided nt to but i very regret lor..damn nice..ask jocelyn lor she also like wahahah...lols..then we late for the bus haha..then jiu tk ferry back to sg..opps we also went to the airport too..haha..forget..hmm..had really great fun thr then came back jiu meet my dear for dinner haha..then jiu walk walk awhile hee..

went to conference hall ytd..fun trip thr..but disappointed in some parts of the SYF songs..=[
i will work hard der..i promise my dear ler..last yr i will do my best for co no matter wat!!=]

tmr goin had syf prac at sch wor..haiis..tired..but i will jiayou..we must get a gold tis yr...come on everyone in BLSSCO jiayou!!!wahahah..

i miss my dear so much..
=] i love u dear..hee..

i love goin out with my dear..sun goin out with him again yeah..haha..=P
he want to choose a present for his cousin..haha..so i am goin to help him wahhaha
i goin to end here tkcr everyone..haha..
i will update soon..bye!

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

8:44 AM

I woke up early in the morning to view my exam results online.. I failed one module, got a F.. I feel frustrated.. I feel god damn angry.. But how can that change anything? I'll just repeat the module.. I hope my yr 2 modules wont be pushed back.. I want to finish my diploma withink the 3 years.. But I failed one, it is still possible? I have lots of qns in my head and I'll stay frustrated till my qns are answered.. Hai tt's how i am.. ArgH Baby will surely be highly disappointed in me.. Sorry Baby.. I got into the course I wanted tt was Electronic and Computer Engineering but i failed a fucking module.. I'm so disappointed and frustrated!

Sunday, March 11, 2007

11:30 PM

Its a day filled with romance and hmm (Baby i still can't think of a word to finish this sentence).. Anyway let the photos do the talking.. I'm tired after work and an evening out with Baby on our 15th Month Anniversary.. I'll update in detail some other time.. =]

Anxiously Waiting

Baby's Hungry

FINALLY! Our Dinner

BIG Prawn

Tom Yam Seafood Ramen

YUM! Ramen Ten ROCKS!

Tangs Plaza

I Love It When Baby's This

Close To Me

Friday, March 09, 2007

11:20 PM

yanN here.. Hai fuck I feel damn irritated just thinking that I'm not working this weekend.. Actually I was suppose to work and then I got a call and was told I was no longer needed as they needed to cut down the no of people.. Damn my mood totally changed after that call.. I mean all i had planned for our anniversary if I were to have that extra cash, went down the drain.. Hai guess I'll have to make do with what i have.. Sorry Baby.. We'll celebrate our 15th months' anniversary with great fun and some shopping.. Lols how time flies.. I hope time won't fly that fast on Sunday when Baby and I will be out together.. Met Baby after she ended CO at her bus stop and sent her home..

Then i went to the gym.. Saw this guy who was "running" on the treadmil at super fast speed.. You might be wondering why i called it "running".. Its simply because he was hopping and when he stopped hopping and tried to run, he nearly fell.. I saw that l0ok on his face and i stood thr laughing.. Dun blame me for being evil but the look on his face would even make a dead person alive.. I guess he wouldn't try the treadmill ever again because after tt incident that guy went straight to the locker and took his bag to the toilet.. I didn't see him eversince..

Well I'll stop here.. No plan for tmr but i hope tmr will be over soon and then it will be Sunday.. Yippee! I love my Baby so much and look forward to our anniversary.. Hee =P

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

11:20 PM

I'm very disturbed recently over what she said.. I'm starting to feel scared, even after Baby's assurance.. Eversince the start of of our relationship I knew for sure that this would happen.. I thought I was ready but sigh I've never felt so afraid.. My dreams for our future has blackened.. Baby I know you will always be by my side.. I trust you and I know we can go through this together.. Pardon me Baby because I'm feeling like a coward right now.. The fact is I'm scared, really scared of losing you.. Why can't I be accepted just because I'm of a different race?

I am really very sorry Baby for feeling this way.. I know I must have faith for there will be a day when I will be accepted for who i am.. Its just right now the words are still in my lingering in my mind and each time I think of you, the words and the thought of it, shatters my heart.. I guess these are the setbacks we have to face in our relationship.. A simple test of our love.. Baby eventhough I feel this way, I still love you.. I'll always love you

Sunday, March 04, 2007

11:45 PM

I'll do a quick update.. Today i woke up at 4pm.. Seriously tired after a long day at work yesterday.. Haha worked from 7am to 5pm.. Work was quite slack though.. Had a lot of time to sleep but i can't seem to close my eyes and sleep.. Lol the ship Queen Mary 2 was a big ship but the luggages were only about 60 i think.. Not much for a big ship filled with rich ppl.. I spent most of the time at the back of the lorry chatting with Iqbal.. Haha then it rained and we were told to take the umbrella and shelter the tourists into the ship.. That wasn't our job though.. We were supposed to handle baggage only.. But then we were lead to doing it since the man said that we could get tips doing so.. Instead we got alot of THANKS Lad! You're great young man etc.. Lols but its okie cos we had some fun doing so..

After we knocked off from work, i waited for Baby to arrive in a ferry from batam.. I waited until 7pm, my legs were freezing because my pants and shoes were wet and the aircon wasn't showing any mercy.. Finally when Baby was back we headed to Burger King and had our dinner thr.. Then we went home because both of us were very tired.. I sent Baby home eventhough my eyes were feeling heavy.. Hee I can't let my Baby go home alone, tts for sure..

Pictures =]

Queen Mary 2

Work We Were'nt Suppose To Do

Saturday, March 03, 2007

5:10 AM

i just realised i forgot to publish but instead saved this post before i went off to work.. here it is..

the pics were taken yesterday when Baby and me went to habourfront centre.. We had our lunch at New York Pizza.. Cheap and the pizza was huge for its price.. We even shared one pizza.. We walked around be4 Baby went home and i went to make a temporary pass for today's work..

i just bathe right now.. my w0rk starts at 7am therefore i had to wake up very very early.. Lols hence the 5am post.. i'm very tired right now.. i'll be working at pasir panjang today at one of the PSA ports.. A ship named Queen Mary 2 will be arriving.. My friend said there will be tips coming in for sure.. Lols that really excites me.. anyway today Baby will be going off to batam.. Geography trip.. Luckily i'm working today so it will keep me occupied and i wont miss Baby tt much.. i guess i'm off to work now.. takecare all =]