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Monday, April 30, 2007

9:11 PM

back to update a little b4 i go to work later.. working overnight till tuesday evening.. bo pian lo international cruise so damn big.. Just hope that it will end quickly and then i'll be meeting Baby after work to have dinner together.. Hee but i'll be damn tired so Baby sorry if i dun talk much on tue's dinner.. Hee i miss her so much.. cant wait to see her.. hmm i'll stop here, gotta bathe and eat.. got to be at work at 11pm.. Wish Baby and her fellow schoolmates, Good Luck for ur Mid Yr Exams..

Friday, April 27, 2007

11:38 PM

its been ages since i blogged.. 0h gosh 0k i shall update.. But for who to see? hmm i shall update about school and then my targets for sch.. will be quite boring so scram if u wan to(provided thr are ppl who will visit this blog)..

School has been great so far.. I've never been so hmm how to say this, attentive? in class.. Hee cos i dun hav any friends to talk to and therefore the lecturer is my one and only "friend".. Been hoping that i can be more hardworking for this year.. Lunch has always been lively with kelyn, hui qi and sometimes, wei lun.. Hee although i hate the over-crowded canteens.. I'm in the midst of organising a NP's street soccer challenge with my group for I.S.. But i guess it was my mistake to keep saying that we should finish the event as soon as possible.. Now i'm thinking we will be having serious problems.. Guess have to wait till next wed.. I hope all will be well..

well my target for school this yr is, getting an A for Engineering Maths 3a therefore presented an offer by the school to enrol the advanced engineering maths.. It'll be a tough and uphill task.. I shan't give up.. But i need more drive than just determination.. I need constant motivation and i'll need to be more hardworking! that's for sure.. But i shan't be w0rking towards just for maths, i'll do my best for other modules t0o.. the common test shall be my first obstacle i have to overcome.. Hee

I planned that Baby and I will have a shopping trip in the midst of the soon to come "Great Singapore Sale!" from 25th May till 22 July.. 8 weeks of shopping madness but our's shall only be on one day.. Hee well i have quite a list of stuff i wanna get.. to top it off, i l0st my fossil watch which was a bday present from mum 2 yrs ago.. Damn its $139 and i'm nt satisfied wearing it yet.. Hai shall get over it when i shop with Baby on our shopping trip about 2 months time.. Wow i'm left with so little time to save up money for it.. Argh i shall stop spending unnecessary money.. I hope i will be working more at singapore cruise centre on the weekends.. I'll be working on monday night at 11.45pm till tue afternoon i think.. Yay one step closer!

I've never realised how important setting goals were, but most importantly is working towards goals may be tough and one should not give up so easily.. Don't declare defeat before the battle has been fought! =] shucks i'm still working on my goal of getting a bigger body build.. more work has to be done.. i'm dead beat.. i'll sleep now

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

8:21 PM

yeah finally back for update..haha..so long nv update cuz of syf and sch..BLSSCO gt a SLIVER congats..=] after so much hard work so happy to see tat everyone in the grp had grown..haha.."HOT & SPICY YEAH!" is the motto of guan yue created by our lao da james..haha..thanks guan yue for all the hardwork u all hab put in so gald to be ur senior haha..esp shiting she prac with me every now n then haha..thanks..and also a big thanks to my partner cum my daughter KAIFEN!haha..she is also my best dizi partner ever..and of cuz my very gd der senior cum friend cum instructor and our laoda..haha..thanks a lot weijie for all the hard work u put in for blssco esp guanyue..thanks BLSSCO!=]
last but not least big thanks to my dear for being thr for me every now n then..haha..becuz of syf i didnt went out so much with dear..and he understands me..and told me to concentrate on syf..haha..and he and other seniors like ger n teddy went thr to support us..haha..thanks dear,ger n teddy!=P
BIG THANKS TO BLSSCO!SENIORS!INSTRUCTORS!WEIJIE!FRIENDS!FAMILY!& LAOGONG!!=]
haiis..now full of hw n sch stuff..haha..MYE coming haha gonna study hard..chi olvl coming too omg..so fast i am nt ready i should i say i dunno whether i am ready..lols..
hmm so long nv go out with dear ler..haha..my whole week is always so pack with sch
haiis..so tired wor..dear also having his sch ler..haha..he is also tired n sick too..he keep coughing so worry for him..and he told me he have headache the whole day so worry for him lor haiis..hope he will get well soon..dear hee..
so far nothing much is goin on..haha..sports day jus over very sian day lar..omg..so boring..haha..=P
think i will end here..dear update too..hee..tkcr everyone esp my ke lian der laogong must get well as soon as possible..hee..i love you muacks..miss u a lot too!!!XP

Saturday, April 14, 2007

3:38 PM

i love her but my dumb actions are drifting us apart.. Haii i seriously dun n0e what is wrong with me.. Why do i hav to feel guilty and full of regret only after i've hurt her.. Why can't i feel all this regret be4 i hurt her therefore preventing me from hurting her.. Haii i feel like an idiot, my actions, immature.. "Damn it Sufyan! WAKE UP! Keep doing it and she will leave you"

Baby i still love you and i'll always will.

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

11:15 PM

0kie i'm sick and i hate being sick.. Haii running nose and sore throat.. yesterday met Baby and went to my sch as i had to clarify a few things.. Gave her the dresses.. i h0pe she l0ve it and hope to see her in it b4 sch reopens.. after sch reopens, our time together will have to go down to weekends only.. Haii i hate my timetable.. but no choice and i have decided that i will study real hard starting from this year onwards.. i have 3 diff classes for this sem and i will make less friends so that i'll keep focused on going to classes and study.. Haha kinda difficult cos i find it difficult to wake up and go to sch.. Lols hmm i'll stop here.. gonna eat my medicine.. love my Baby

10:02 PM

Update on my KL trip

I'm finally back from KL.. Had quite a time over there.. Mainly shopping and walking around.. First day we went to a place that was like bugis.. Stuff are super cheap thr.. Super duper CHEAP.. But i didn't buy anything there cos all the stuff were nt to my liking.. My mum and dad bought plenty of stuff.. I simply bought NOTHING on the first day.. Maybe i wasn't adapting well.. Haha excuses! The second day was simply my day because we went from humid, no aircon shopping to aircon malls! We went to KLCC which is like our Orchard Rd.. I bought a Levi's t-shirt, billabong bermudas and a Topman bag.. You must be wondering, i could hav gotten all these in Singapore but its different in a way that in singapore, I'm paying whereares in KL, my Dad pays.. So i try to take full advantage.. Haha then went to hard rock cafe.. I bought a t-shirt which i like very much.. Then we went around our hotel the bazaar.. I bought Baby two dresses.. Searched very long for her gifts.. Lols i got her gifts on the closing hours of the bazaar.. Lucky me haha i miss her very much over thr.. I tried calling her using the public phones but couldn't as extra numbers had to be added to make a call to singapore and i obviously didnt noe the numbers till n0w.. Haha well the trip back was much longer than the arrival trip.. When i got back i called Baby.. She was sleeping and hearing her voice makes me feel home.. LOls i miss her so much.. Well KL isn't that great although i enjoyed shopping thr.. Hee

Saturday, April 07, 2007

5:53 PM

The post dear wrote for me for today haha..

2nd Day:
"Baby feeling good? hee i hope you didnt open this b4 saturday.. hee if not stop reading.. Baby how was the first night of sleep? u haven had the usual am call from me and did you miss that? I noe that i'm disturbing your sleep.. But very sorry Baby cos each time i call you is to hear ur sweet voice.. I'm used to hearing your voice b4 i sleep.. not that you are too boring that it makes me fall asleep.. hee in fact ur voice makes me relax makes me feel somewhat glad.. Glad that you are safe and glad that i still hav the chance to hear ur voice.. Silly me because i keep having thoughts that you are gonna leave me.. it makes me feel so afraid that i hugged my pillow so tight as if it was you.. Baby you have assured me that you wont leave me but i guess i'm a dumb guy cos i just cant keep that in my brain.. My brain thinks otherwise but my heart doesn't.. i n0e you wont leave me.. i n0e that u need me as much as i need you.. i n0e we can't live without each other.. i n0e that your heart is missing me so bad that you keep seeing my face in ur thoughts.. I n0e that cos u're my Baby..

Baby, u takecare 0k? i'll be back tmr.. dun you worry that much.. rmb to do ur hw and finish all of them up k? if all is done, write a compo k? hand in when i'm back.. hee u owe me 4 compos! but right n0w u'll just hand in one.. Get a topic from the papers i gave u.. Hee i l0ve you Baby.."

i miss him alott..haiis...

Friday, April 06, 2007

6:32 PM

back to update more abt today..haiis..i miss my dear so much..thinking of him every now n then..when walking to tuition i will think abt him after tuition walk home also think abt him..think he having his dinner now bah i miss him so much hope he is having fun thr?haiis..jus now went to jog at the statium beside my house..4 rounds cuz my sis want to train for her 1.6km run..lol..haiis..i am really looking at my hp..hoping tat i will recieve a msg tats say my dear name..and when i open up it will say "i am back"..but i think i am dreaming..still gt 2more days..so uneasy nt msging him for the whole day..haiis..i wanted to cry now but dear ask me not to cry..haiis..but he is always in my mind..haiis..i really miss him alot alot wor dear..sob..tmr nt goin out ler..cuz some peeps gt stuff..so i will be goin to tuition..haiis..eng tuition continuous for three days..haiis..i really wish tat he will be fine thr..with his family..think he is having fun bah..i noe he will miss me too..he is inside my heart..telling me to tkcr..hee..i will der dear..=] u tkcr too..haha..dear i really miss you wor..i will guai guai der wait for u to come back..=] wo hui deng ni der..dear i love u tkcr alot..i will update tmr..=] ltr sleep well..sweet dreams..wan an..=']

9:06 AM

tis is the post my dear update for me for the first day of tis trip..lols..he had gone to MIA ler..i miss him so much...when i read tis msg i feel like crying..

1st day:
"Hmm Baby maybe right now you will still be uneasy right? Ur hands are itching to msg me but you kn0w i'm not thr to reply.. Hee i n0e you're always looking at ur hp waiting for me to msg but you know i wont be back till sunday night.. i n0e this cos you are my Baby.. You eat le baby? rmb to eat k? dun go hungry.. Baby if you are going swimming later you ought to take care hor.. Hmm Baby you rmb the time when i was still in school? when i received the very first gift from you.. Its still with me Baby.. tt "i love you forever" stick that was in half.. you still have the other half do you? Rmb my first gift to you? Hee the keychain that has two bells on it.. Haha i still hav it to0.. all kept deep in my drawer with all the other gifts u gave me.. I still rmb a time when the keychain of the "i love you forever" snapped off.. my heart sank real deep.. I nearly cried being not able to fix it back.. I even went straight to fixing it after one of my exams ended.. i couldn't rmb which paper it was.. but i did what i have to do and i manage to fixed it.. i felt better and i told myself that if i were not able to fix it, i'll be letting you down..

Baby, you hav to kn0w this tt i will nv ever let you down.. I'll do my best for this relationship and i promise that i wont let you down.. I'll do my job as a lover, as a guardian, as ur angel.. i'll do my job good, promise.. i l0ve you Baby.. "

see so touching hor..haiis..i srted to miss him ler..haiis..ltr i will be goin tution from 11-3..good fri today..haha..holidays..i am so tired..haha..we gt a sliver for syf..nt too bad har?but thr is still room for improvement..lols..=] sat goin out with the guan yue peeps..lols..so sian wor..ltr maybe go swimming haha..nth to do lor..

haiis..i srted to miss him ler how can i survive for two more days..cant msg him cant call him even..haiis..i wish i can go with him but is impossible lols..he goin thr with his family haha..go shopping thr lols..as for me i will be here thinking of him every single day..i love him alot too haha..ok lar i nid to prepare for tuition ler..haha..tkcr everyone..hope my dear will be fine out thr...='] i love him..

Thursday, April 05, 2007

8:23 PM

0kie this will be my last update b4 i'll be MIA until sunday.. For ur info, i'll be going to KL tmr morning and back by Sunday night.. hmm met Baby just n0w and say my goodbyes.. the look from Baby makes me wanna not go but sorry Baby.. I'll be back with presents for you k? and i will takecare de.. Dun u worry so much about me.. In fact, i'll be worrying for you when i'm there.. so you take care hor Baby.. must eat well, study well, sleep well.. Most important is ur health.. I'll feel really l0usy if you fall sick simply because i cant be with you when you're sick.. Baby really yao takecare hor.. i'll miss you and i n0e you will t0o.. But rmb this, i'll be back so dun cry missing me k? Hee i l0ve you.. =]

Sunday, April 01, 2007

9:19 PM

back for quick update..now using bro lappy haha..hmm so busy with sch n co stuffs..having syf in 3days time..so scary..haha..i will update abt the results soon..having a dizi solo..haha..so scary plz..omg..tmr goin perform in sch..so fun..haha..but my dizi der note sure low der..haha..cuz in warm place so sian hor?haiis..hmm..we tmr must wear the syf costume..haha..dunno will nice mah..red n black skirt..LOL hmm...wat to say leh?

nv went out with dear so much ler..planned to go out on wed on the syf day..haha..ok then i shall end here..i will update after syf..i miss my dear..haha..jiayou bah..WED here we come...GOLD here we come LOLS!!!

tkcr everyoe..dear tkcr too i love you..=]